03-05-07 Emmanuel (From Ghana, Africa)
The Nature and Character of God
I can tell you tons of stories about the embassy. Of course, I knew I would be here – I did not doubt, but for some reason it was just hard. There was this guy in the embassy – and every time I go there he says, “this is what you need.” He kept saying, “you did not do this” and “this is not enough.” And this has never happened to me. Every time I need to leave, I get a visa anywhere. And one of the funniest things was when I asked him, he would give me bits of information but never everything. And I said, “I can’t find all of these things on your website.” He looked at me and said, “we don’t have a website.” So perhaps somebody has decided to create a website for the embassy, but they don’t recognize it. But I thank God for bringing me here; and I am a bit more patient now.
When I was on my way to Cyprus, I knew that unless the plane crashed I would be here. I depended on the pilot and crew to bring me to my destination. So even though there were delays, and sometimes turbulence (which can be scary sometimes), you know you will reach your destination. And I’m telling you that it is the same for us here. Each of us are on a journey, and on that journey we can get frustrated. Sometimes we can feel the turbulence and it can get a bit shaky. But you and I will make some very vital choices, here. We will choose to put our faith and dependence here. In spite of how rough the ride is, if there is turbulence, I don’t call the stewardess and say, “excuse me, can we change the pilot?” So when we go on this journey, if we have faith that God will bring us there – then He will bring us there. So today is a new day; tomorrow will be a new day; and every day will be a new day. So I am not making a choice today to continue on this journey based on how I feel, but based on my faith!
Testimony
So we must pray that God would bless us and give us the grace to depend on Him. When I was born, my mom said to me (after I was old enough), “Emanuel, we wanted to get rid of you.” That’s my mom and auntie. “We wanted to get rid of you and put you in a bin.” And I said, “Why would you want to put me in a bin?” And she said, “Emanuel, this will hurt you but I’m going to tell you.” She said, “I have seen a lot of kids, but boy you were one ugly…” And here I am thinking, “How ugly can I be that you would want to put me in a bin?” And she said, “You have no idea how ugly you were… you were SO ugly.” And I said, “I still cannot picture how ugly I could be.” So they decided they would put me in a bin – and tell my papa a story that “we don’t know where he is, he is lost.” And they thought I would grow in ugliness and just be a shame to the family. And my mom said, “when I looked at you, I cried! My God! Out of all the beautiful babies, why this one?” So she cries.
This is serious, guys – can you all pray for me?
So! Somehow, my mom changed her mind. She did not throw me in a bin. I was given a chance to live. But that meant that when I was growing up, I had to always, always fight to fit in. In my family I always had to fight to get attention and strive to be accepted. I was the one who was always picked on. When I was going to school, I was doing so well, I was always on the top of my class – and that was my saving grace at the time. I had to perform at the very highest level just to get attention. And for our educational system, you were ranked for how well you did. Best was always first, worst was always last. And I was always first. As long as I was first, I was loved. And I remember one time I was second in class – I was petrified. Now, a friend of mine who was 15th was rejoicing because he was always lower than that. So I went home and told my mom and she said, “you were second?!” And I was so ashamed – I was publicly humiliated.
When I was 11, I had a dream. I saw somebody picking something out of my head. It looked like a brain – and when I woke up I could not remember anything. I could not recognize anybody… and at that time in Ghana there was no health care to deal with such a situation. And my parents thought I was stupid – “you are HERE, and you cannot REMEMBER anything!” And I still had to go to school. I could not remember. I was 11 years old. I sat in class and I could not remember anything. So in that process, I lost the only saving grace that I thought I had. I lost it. And I wanted to die. At a very young age, I wanted to die.
To cut a long story short, I became a Christian when I was 14. It was a long process. And it became such an exciting thing to have faith that God would heal me. Prior to that I had lost my father. As a Christian, I prayed a lot for God to heal me – and I never got healed. Instantly… I never got healed. There was a process God was taking me through. Healing was taking one step at a time, one after another. I was hoping that I would have an instant healing, but I had to go through a journey of slow recovery. And my faith was being strengthened in the process. It took about 10 years to have a complete recovery. On this journey, I had searched a solid faith in the faithfulness of God. Unshakable faith in the faithfulness of God. And really, sometimes that’s how God develops us. Sometimes He doesn’t do things instantly for us. Sometimes He allows us to go through the journey and it feels long and slow, but His intention is to teach us a bit about Himself every step of the way. And you can ask Him, “God, what do you want to teach me here? What do you want to teach me here?” You will know through His word, and through many experiences.
I remember taking a walk and just seeing a few coins on the floor that would take care of my lunch. In that instance, I said, “God you are good and there is no evil in you.” I did not feel it. Heaven was not opened up and nothing came to me. Sometimes we have to make statements on what is in God’s word, and not what is in front of us. These statements are called Faith Statements – Truth Statements. They are not based on how I feel. And making these statements allows me to soak myself in the truthfulness of God’s word. And I can tell you tons and tons of stories about the goodness of God. So God is good and I have to make those statements not from how I feel, but from the truthfulness of God and His word. That has been my journey. In the process of God restoring me, He did a lot of things of in my life; one of those things is that, back then, I never, ever, ever, thought I would be standing before you today.
I was the ultimate definition of a shy guy. I was just completely petrified at the thought that I would stand and talk in front of people. So I’m telling you guys, and this testimony, just so you can know a bit about my background, that you can know where I come from and where I was. But also so you can know that this is a journey; and on this journey we can trust God and have faith that He will bring us around.
LOVE story
I went from Switzerland to Ghana, and I met this girl. Normally I am cracking jokes and everything, but I saw this girl and I just completely lost it. You know love at first sight… I saw this girl and I completely lost it. I went home and I was binding the devil and doing this and that. I could not delete her out of my mind. So I made a strategic move. I said, “I’m going to get to know her.” So she became my friend, and we were growing as friends. Instead of going back to Switzerland, I stayed in Ghana. Then I made another move. And we had become friends, so this next move I was going to tell her how much I like her! But I had to find the right words. So I rehearsed my lines… I said, “I will say this and when I say this I know she will say that and then I will say this…” and I practiced in front of a mirror. I had a haircut and went in with cologne… and when I think about it I think to myself, “Emanuel, you really did that???” But you don’t do that, guys – but I did it. So I got ready, and all my lines were ready… and the day comes… I was too sure that as soon as I said, “I like you” she would just cry. And I would say “yes, I’m the man!” WELL – I went to her and even though I had practiced all this time, I went to her and I was sweating to just bring out the words! It was not hot at all, there was air conditioning… and she said, “are you okay?” then I thought – I will do this differently. So I said, “you know Janice… I feel the LORD! I dreamt about you and an angel came to me and…” I said all these things… I was completely out of my mind. I said that I heard God say that you were my wife. And she kept quiet for a few seconds. That few seconds was the longest time of my life. I was just dying. So she looked at me with a serious face and said, “Emanuel, if you ever bring this stupidity again… you are out of my life. There will be no more friendship.” And I was like… “okay—“
I tell you, it was a disaster! But I didn’t give up. So while she had to do a DTS, I was her staff. So right before my eyes, she started liking another guy. And the leader called me and said, “Emanuel, do you see Janice and this guy hanging out too much? Can you address the situation?” And I said, “YES, OF COURSE! OF COURSE I WILL!” So me and the leader we sat down and we prayed, and with all my heart I was going to address this situation. So I sat them down, and said in a quiet voice, “listen, you two are not going to date” – and this was right because we need to focus. Anyway, so then I moved on and a year later I checked in again and said, “oh, hey, by the way – what’s up?” And she said, “NO.” And she started dating another guy. But then when I was in Hawaii, they broke the relationship. And she went to South America. So at that time I decided to go to South America to start a base. After pioneering the cause with international relations and Mercy Ministries and stuff – Janice said, “I’m in Cape Town, can you come visit me” – so I said, “sure!” And I was just going to visit. But I saw her again, and I lost control! Normally I’m quite composed, but I lost it again! And she smelled this and she said, “Emanuel, you have lost it.” But we got to know each other again and talked a lot and I invited her to a seminar I was running. I had this cool fly ocean view right on the beach. Jeffery’s Bay is one of the top 5 surfing spots in the world. At the seminar, she was the only participant. So I talked to her again and she said, “Emanuel! Why! Why! What have I done! Okay, I’ll think about it so that you can get out of my life!” So then – to cut a long story short – I visited her again and she thought after that, and came to him and said, “Emanuel, I thought about it a lot and prayed and, okay, I will consider” So then she gave me rules, “you cannot touch my hand. Do not expect me to touch you. And do not ever, ever touch me!” And I was like “okay, alright no problem.” And before that, I had never written a poem, but all of the sudden I was a Shakespeare! I was writing poems left and right and all of the sudden I was like Shakespeare in LOVE! I would just walk around and see a dry tree and make a beautiful poem out of it. I remember just taking a drive in Cape Town and she was sitting next to me – there wasn’t even beautiful scenery and I remember saying, “this is so beautiful” – everybody in the car started laughing and saying, “Emanuel, everything is beautiful for you.” But we got to know each other, and we got married about 3 years ago. And she hears me tell this story and she says, “Emanuel, you make me look like a very mean person.” But 5 years! FIVE years! I tell you, she is worth waiting for 5 years. EVERY Godly woman is worth waiting for. Godly women are WORTH waiting for, guys.
Let me say this to you, guys. I do not come to you as someone who knows it all – I DO not know it all! I do not come to you as a speaker, I come to you as a friend. I want to know a bit of your story, and I want you to know a bit of MY story! I have been through a lot, a lot of disasters – and we can learn and grow from this.
One thing I want you to think about – the condition of your heart. I will tell you two stories. David the king, and Saul the king. David did some really weird things, like killing a husband and sleeping with her wife. Saul never said that – but God said I am placed with David and I am not placed with Saul. It was the heart of David that makes all the difference. It was his never giving up attitude that, “I really want to know you, God!” There was this thing about him that he is teachable! He really wants to know God.
Two people again. Judas, and Peter. One betrayed Jesus, one denied Jesus. There is a thin line – it’s really not that big of a difference. One became the leader of the apostles. Again, the difference was the heart. Peter was repentant and said, “I’m sorry” and Judas went and killed himself. So to continue on this journey, say to God, “give me this teachable heart. I want to be on this journey, help me to get there.”
The Nature and Character of God
This will help establish some foundations that will make things easier for us to understand. The Nature and Character of God. The Nature of God is who He is. Ask God who He is. The Character of God is what He chooses to do. The Character of God is what He chooses to do. All of the time, what God chooses to do is based upon His nature. So whatever He does, His Character is always based on His nature. Do you remember this? Jesus said this once, “out of the heart, the mouth speaks.” So, what you do, a lot of the time – comes from who you are! So for example, when I went to the Cypriot Embassy, I met this dude who said, “I’m going to give you a hard time.” And I walk away angry thinking, “Does he know who I am?” And at that moment, God just presses the button, “Emanuel! Do you realize what you just did and what you are saying? The root of it is pride! ‘Does he know who I am? Did he look into my passport and see all the nations I visited? How dare he refuse the almighty Emanuel”! So a lot of the times, when we react, respond, and do things, - it is from who we are! That is why God is always in the business of making us a better people.
The Nature of God is who He is. The Character of God is what He chooses to do.
So who is God?
Sana: He is God.
Yes, that is true. He is God! And He says, “don’t you know that I am not a man? I am God! I am just God! And you cannot pull me down to be Emanuel. This is who I am. I am Almighty God. I know everything about you! This is who I am.” This is God.
Now I’m not telling you things that I know about – I’m telling you things that I’ve experienced! And others have experienced, and still more will experience. So this is God, and He says, “Apart from me there is no other!” The Character of God is what He chooses to do. So He chooses to love.
Psalm 103:8 The LORD is merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.
So the scripture you just read shows a lot about God. He chooses to be merciful. He chooses to be gracious, He chooses to be slow to anger, and he chooses to be abounding in love. But me? I’ve blown it many times! I blow it all the time! I am an angry person, and He has not killed me. (silence) – AMAZING, isn’t it???
How many times have we crossed the line and though, “oh, I’m going to get it!” Listen to me, guys. God never crosses the line.
Knowing God and making Him known.
Everything we do, guys, is going to be based around knowing God and making Him known. So everything we do is geared towards – to get to KNOW this God. You cannot take someone to where you’ve never been before! You can only take someone as far as you’ve ever been or experienced! To the degree you have experienced to know God is the degree to which you can show God to others!
This is what is going to happen this week: A TEST of what is there. A TEST of what is there. I decided to tell you a part of my story so it can be a testimony for some of us.
The Case of God’s Character:
God is relevant at all times to all generations. I was speaking to a church in Durban in South Africa. Two services, one service was at a very expensive and secure place, very rich. I was speaking in this Presbyterian church. I could not raise my voice, no, I had to be proper and composed. In the afternoon I had to speak at a Zulu church. Before I got there they had started praise and worship. After 30 minutes they kept singing, and were laughing. Mothers were feeding their infant children in the front row while you are preaching – so I had to look left and right, away from them. But these two experiences were very different. And was God in the second church-OF COURSE He was!
I went to a Vineyard Church, which is mainly youth, and the band was all rocking and modern and everyone was energetic and dressed how they want. And my friend said, “Emanuel, I do not think God is here.” Of COURSE He is there! Is He in the Methodist church? Of COURSE He is there! He is relevant to all times and all generations! He is not outdated at all! He is also near!
God is relevant in every culture. Every culture and every context. He is relevant in every change – yet He remains UNCHANGING. He remains the same! He is relevant NOW, guys. A lot of people don’t see God that it’s “cool” to be a Christian or “cool” to go to church. It’s not exciting. BUT – if you KNOW this God, I mean… He is SO cool! He’s SO exciting and up-to-date! He’s so relevant! In EVERY change. God is not lost in the mix. So in the midst of all of that – get it in your head, in your mind and heart, that God is not lost in the mix. You can find God.
The Suruwaha – the naked tribe. It is forbidden to wear clothes.
The value of our lives is based on the truth that God is love, so I can love. God is merciful, so I can show mercy, God is gracious, so I can be gracious. The basis to measure the value and purpose of God’s life is rooted in God’s character. So it is a fact that life will be measured and defined based on His Character.
Now, can you imagine or think about when someone has all the money or wealth in the world but you don’t see the expression of some of these things we see in God – what happens? When you are doing a business and that business does not reflect the Character of God, what happens? When you have a relationship and it doesn’t reflect on God’s Character, what happens? Are we understanding the reason why there is so much brokenness in the world today? His original intention was to make sure that life will be measured and defined and expressed based on His Character!
God’s Character is essentially central to all of life. That means that the heartbeat of your life and my life is rooted in God’s Character. His Character is the center that holds all of life. Again, keep in mind that His Character is shown in all of scripture. Scripture is rooted in His Character. When we walk away from it we don’t have any center anymore.
God’s Original Intention
Genesis 1:27-28
So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them. And God blessed them. And God said to them, "Be fruitful and multiply and fill the earth and subdue it and have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the heavens and over every living thing that moves on the earth."
The number one understanding we should gain from this is that God wants a relationship. He wants a relationship.
Truth is only truth when it is practically activated. Truth is only truth when it is practically activated and expressed. So when you have truth and you don’t express it and activate it properly – then it only remains the written text. But you take steps to try and practically activate it! Then it becomes truth for you! Now, this doesn’t mean that if you don’t it is not truth. It just means that you have to be practical in your expression of truth.
Do you remember that Jesus said the Son of Man came to serve, not to be served. And the disciples came to Jesus and said “who is the greatest?” Jesus knelt and washed the feet of his disciples. Our understanding of ruling is that we need to be mean, or that we need to be a dictator. God’s understanding of ruling is different! God’s understanding is that you will say, “What can I do that is in the best interest of the others in my care?” God’s understanding of leadership – is to serve. God’s understanding of godliness – is to serve!
Ask God, “In what way can I see this expressed in my life?” So think through this and process it.